Honestly I can’t decide how I’m feeling today. I have been in a depression for the past week and a half and it’s not getting any better. I haven’t been able to write anything for a while but I did have some pre-written posts saved up in a folder because I figured something like this would happen eventually. The biggest contributors to this depression have been the stress of working crazy hours with my mom and then also trying to find the time to do my school work and then major lack of proper sleep. I am in the anger stage of my depression which means that I really can’t have a lot of contact with anyone or else I will snap and then I’ll have to explain myself even though there’s nothing to explain. I don’t know what triggered my depression but I know that it got bad really fast and it spiraled before I could catch it.
I am trying to get more stuff written out so that I can post but I have absolutely no inspiration for even simple posts much less writing new chapters or short stories. Hopefully there will be more posts during the rest of the week that aren’t so complaint filled and depressing.